Ophelia Among the Flowers
Do you ever get the feeling that your life is spiralling out of control, and you can't do anything to stop it? It is the most terrifying feeling. I am in a state of chronic worry and frustration. I try to hide it -- but my get-up-and-go got up and went... I am unable to sleep, and I feel as if I'm trapped in the middle of a hurricane that I am powerless to stop. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make everyone happy. I just want everyone to be happy... My mother used to say, "Life is short, and we're dead a long time..." Shouldn't we spend our time on earth being happy? Why is that so difficult?
I live such a quiet, ordinary life. I am the most boring person I know. I love my routine, and I love having nice things around me. Life is meant to be enjoyed ... isn't it? Isn't it?
I just want everyone to be happy...!!!!
I do apologize, but I just needed to vent. Thank you for listening. I bought a LottoMax ticket today, and on Friday I am going to win $46,000,000. It's my turn, don't you think?